Many of you know that My Michael passed unexpectedly Aug 22, 2016. This is the beginning of a blog about him, about us…about how he has been contacting me Beyond the Veil….and God only knows where it will take us…
My Michael was an Old Soul….bigger than life and many extremes. He was my Lover, my Soul-Mate, my Twin Flame, I loved him with all my heart. A very strong spirit, warrior, powerful. Like I said bigger than life. He would live life hard…play hard…and work hard on the things he loved or if someone needed his help, he was right there to lend a hand….even to strangers….(At times during my writings…you will see this same strong personality come through beyond the veil….
I know Michael and I shared many lifetimes together. We had that instant connection…felt very comfortable…like old friends…and really we were. It was not always an easy relationship…but we loved each other dearly. In my previous blog, I shared how we met…our connection..so I won’t get into that here….but this is the link: My Michael…My Soul-Mate…Our Story
After Michael passed my life went into a deep turmoil, I felt completely shattered. A lot of private time, emotions, reflecting, trying to understand why….lots of questions. Life completely changed in an instant for me.
With my deep Spiritual Connection I have reached out…trying to understand…this blog and future postings is about that journey.
Michael was one that did not understand some of my Spiritual Beliefs…but he definitely supported me. He had a very formal religious upbringing. He definitely had a very strong belief in God. But like most…he had the scientific mind and wanted proof. I couldn’t share with him the Angel Lights I’d see or being touched by Spirits..or even seeing them. I wish I could. I just knew that it had been happening to me my entire life…even during the time I blocked them out…it was still happening.
But he always, always supported me. I know I could see the wheels in his head thinking…what is she doing? Why is she doing that? But he mostly kept quiet or would ask me about certain things…but always supported. He bought me my HUGE 16″ Crystal Singing Bowl, my Crystal Pyramid and other Spiritual tools…because they were cool. He understood energy to an extent, he could figure out that things felt better after the bowl and pyramid were played. He knew with the Energy Healing/Reiki that I did on him, he felt better. He also was very intuitive, could read people very well…had great insight.
With Michael’s head-on collision March 4, 2015, highway speeds, he should have passed then. He should not have survived that accident. His car flipped, was on fire, had to use the jaws of life to get him out… I know, and he knew that Archangel Michael had protected him…spared his life that day…it wasn’t his time.
He had immediate surgery, hospitalized for a week and then 4 more surgeries…and more to come. His body took a major beating, he was in constant pain…but he rarely shared this info. This was a man who was a cancer survivor in his mid 20’s, had a drunk driver hit him..(injuring his right shoulder), slipped on black ice (injuring his right shoulder) and the latest accident…his entire right side took a major hit…(especially his right shoulder). I know that there was more injuries/surgeries that I am not aware. For those that really knew him…they knew his entire body was covered in scars. My Michael was like a cat with nine lives but his lives ran out….
With this latest car accident, he kept asking why his life was spared…he wanted to know why with all that he went through that he didn’t cross over and come back and have a major awakening or why none of his senses were amplified…he wanted something more…All the things you hear about when some people have a major incident/accident in their life. He was open to it…but besides having a badly beaten up body…his nothing else had changed. He couldn’t understand what his purpose was…why was he still alive? What was he supposed to be doing? How was he to help others?
But he was still questioning why was his life spared. Well all of that changed when he actually did pass on Aug 22, 2016….537 days after his accident….10 days shy of 1.5 years. As much as I miss him, in my grief, I know that he gave me another 537 days to enjoy our life together, to love each other. I feel very blessed that he didn’t pass when he had the accident and I was given a little more time to love this beautiful soul. I also know, deep down in my heart that it was his time…his body had taken such a beating with the accident, he was in so much pain and more surgeries to go, the stress of the accident took a big toll on his body and it was his time. His time to go back to the other side…to be with God, our Father, to be with Jesus on the other side…and to watch over us.
A lot has happened in these days, months that he has been gone. A lot of crazy, out of this world….mind blowing…things have happened. One of the things that I have learned from all of this is he isn’t like normal people who pass…there is something special about him…”There is is more to him than just a normal deceased person…this has come from several mediums, that he just shouldn’t be able to do the things he does…(a Medium is a person who channels/works with the deceased). I’ve been contacted by many Mediums since Michael has passed. He is extremely insistent on getting messages to me. They tell me he shouldn’t be doing this…he’s a newbie…he is just learning how things are on the other side…but he is doing these things….it’s him…it’s all him.
One of the things that I have learned with his passing, with his connections of coming thru…the two of us will become some kind of Team. A Team that helps others know about the other side…how to access it…how to be in contact with the people who passed in your life. How to work with the Angels and your Spirit Guides. I am not sure how all of this will happen…but I know in my heart that it will…one step at a time for me. This is what Michael was searching for but instead of being on earth…he will be on the other side…across the veil…I will be here on Earth…so he can teach me the Magic of our World.
Here is an example of how he connects with me. This is nightly at my house…different locations in it…but nightly. Many thought that the Orbs couldn’t all be him…but it is…he is playing with the energy…like skipping stones here on earth. He loved to play and have a good time…and remember…I said Bigger Than Life. Others have also thought it wouldn’t continue after Halloween, when the veil is at it’s thinnest…this was November 9th, 2016
Much love and Many Blessings to You and Your Family…